Ever since I was given another 2 big clients under my responsibility officially, the pressure is intensely increasing. Never ending work, chasing and escalations. I even have to burn the midnight oil just to get work done. Without being acknowledge of the things that I've done, I was fault and targeted by the things that I've never did or committed. It felt as if my job is at stake here.
On the other hand, I'm all burnt out even after our short vacation. I hardly had enough sleep these days. Rushing assignments through the night, phone kept ringing while I'm resting. It even rang during our vacation. Though is just barely a month from our trip, I'm really in need of another and longer break. I'm happy enough if I ever get to sleep for a full 8 hours straight. My body is feeling very fatigue...
But one thing for sure I'm at wrong and that is that my beloved Ching, she too taking a lot of hardship all because of me. The guilt and remorse for neglecting her, I don't think a simple "I'm sorry" or "forgive me" are ever enough for the times that we've quarreled, for the time lost being together, for the times I didn't update my blog, for the times I could have been better man but did not and for many other times...
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Ching,
Hubby just want you to know that you are always in my heart and on my mind. I'm in love with you and always will be. And I just want you to know that I'm very regretful for all my wrong doings... =(
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